Saturday, April 25, 2009


Nothing's left. Not anymore. Though it won't seem that way. You would have to scratch the surface for that. It all seems hunky dory, when the truth is that it's in shambles; held together by the wariness that accompanies destroying the status-quo with very little time left.

Yeah, that's what it is. A desire to let the illusion be. For then all could part pretending nothing was amiss. Then there won't have to be difficult conversations and painful confessions.

Sweeping the dust under the carpet never cleaned a room but it does provides a semblance of cleanliness in a short frame of time. Oh how right was the one who said, Ignorance is Bliss! If only, I was.

Monday, April 20, 2009


All who have been born shall die. It's inevitable. Death visits us all and yet we live constantly fearing what is bound to happen, under the shadow of its dread, always fearing its arrival. I often wonder why.

A wise man had once said that death is always beside us and it is death that gives us the courage and the strength to perfrom difficult tasks. So go ahead and make the call that you have been psotponing for so long, have that conversation that you know you ought to have.

Let death be a reminder to us to live each moment of our life fully. Let it ensure that we behave normally but not lose the maverick inside us. Let it ensure that we remain crazy!

Till Death do us apart...

Saturday, April 18, 2009

The Protege

He stirred the ice cubes in his vodka with a finger. As if not satisfied with what he felt, he picked up another couple of cubes and added them to the glass. The plonking of the ice cubes was the only sound that came out of the dark room. He resumed his stirring without as much as a second glance at the glass as if he were in a trance. He then picked the glass up and drained it in one gulp. Just then his cell phone beeped to signal the arrival of a message. He had no doubt it was her. His hand moved towards the table but it completely ignored the cell, instead he reached out to the near empty bottle lying there. He moved the bottle in his hands, gazing at the shimmering liquid inside. He put the bottle to hsi lips and drained its contents. And then, as was inevitable, he collapsed in his chair.


It was still dark outside when he woke up with chainsaws and jackhammers pounding in his head. The digital clock, displayed prominently on his desktop, showed the time to be 4:52:37 am. As he was trying to rouse himself  from the mires of slumber he was aware of an irritating buzz coming from somewhere near him.  He groped in the dark till he found the source of his irritation: it was his cellphone. Not yet fully awake, he pressed the answer button, and a groggy voice, that was not quite his own, said hello. 

Caller: Why have you been ignoring me?

It was her. The sound of her voice pierced through the alcohol induced sleep and suddenly his bloodshot eyes were wide open. As he spoke the next line, What do you think, the words themselves seemed to taste bitter, for he spat before continuing Are you sure that's the question that you want to ask?

to be continued

Thursday, April 16, 2009

If you want something, look the other person in the eye.

Monday, April 13, 2009

The Witch

Shrouded in a veil of mystery she moves
Creeping up like the chill in autumn
Stealing those who are cherished
And are naive enough to trust

Dining together
Dancing away merrily ever after
All the time stroking Satan's fire 

Who's fault is it
Their's.. Her's..?
Or is it 
That of Satan himself?

Saturday, April 11, 2009

alvidaa alvidaa...

Goodbyes are not forever.
 Goodbyes are not the end.
 They simply mean I'll miss you 
Until we meet again!

Sunday, April 05, 2009

Breaking Free!!!

Thursday, April 02, 2009


Sparks were bound to fly when stubborness met the whims of satan. And they did!

Wednesday, April 01, 2009


This is going to be a crappy post. So readers, beware!!

I wanted to do something on the tradition of April the 1st being celebrated as the Fool's Day. But as it happens am too tired to do a proper post. And so am just gonna list down some random things...

These are the wrappers lying around in my half of the room (all of which have been consumed by yours truly over the last couple of months or so)

Britannia Bourbon cream (my childhood favourite.. :) )
Rasna fruitplus (lemon flavour!!)
Classic Elaichi cream
Lays Classic Salted
Sunfeast Dark Fantasy (love these!! an absolute delight!! )
Cadbury Dairy Milk
Dairy Milk fruit and nuts!!
Five star
Five star crunchy
Five start fruit and nuts!!
Monaco (now where did this come from :O)
Sunfeast Bourbon cream
Seven Up bottle
Coke bottle
An empty Real Juice 1L pack (I seriously need to clean my room!! )
Some loacl brand namkeen
Kit Kat
Thums Up bottle
Lots of Himalya Koflet wrappers
Small wrappers in which the beasn ke ladoos I brought from home were wrapped

ohk there's a lot more crap lying around my room but am bored of writing about it!! Blaaaahhhh!!